Right before a change, move or trip, I often feel a rush of uneasiness. Last summer when we were moving out of our old apartment and into a new one, I was looking at boxes of packed things and bare walls. I felt like something was wrong, like there was an uncertainly which I could not help ignore. There are two full days left before I leave the US. I don’t feel the same uneasiness as I did when moving (although I did feel it before leaving Berkeley to come to LA) But that’s probably because it hasn’t hit me yet that I’ll be in a completely new environment. Or maybe because I’m not leaving anything behind, really. Well, we’ll see soon.
In the meantime, happy new year. I wish you (whoever you may be) health, mental and physical. Reason but listen to your gut. Surround yourself with people who love you, even though they sometimes drive you crazy.
(This is me getting ready for yesterday’s celebration)